In toto

 

The morning five, That love may enter, Lee van Laer Substack today:

I search for exactly the right point in being 

from here where I am 

to come into relationship with stillness 

without doing anything. 

I allow the body to breathe in its own way

paying close attention to its authority. 

And in this way, instead of doing anything, I begin to inhabit this body. 

And the immediate impression 

is that the whole body is composed not of flesh and bone, 

but of energy and influences. 

Forces that flow into being here energetically. 

And that every cell and molecule here is alive with this energy, 

already vibrating at a very fine rate of vibration. 

It already contains so much presence and is so alive 

that it exceeds my understanding and my authority. 

And so I inhabit this energy of sensation here in the body

and it penetrates more and more deeply 

until there is no distinction between the energy 

and the molecular substance of the body. 

This is the place where the energy begins to deposit itself. 

Feeding the root of everything that creates life here. 

Contributing to the foundation of the root of the soul. 

And without me doing anything 

the vibration aligns itself naturally in such a way 

that a call goes out for assistance. 

The whole being body of the second order 

in more alignment. 

All of the attention forms a  living connection with the energy. 

I begin to learn about the taste of this food for being, 

and how essential it is 

for the cosmological purposes of life. 

And here is where the song of love begins. 

In the place where I sing the body electric,

the song of souls, 

the song of truth and being. 

I began to understand 

that this is a song that sings itself, 

inviting me to attend quite precisely, 

that love may enter