Works. Strike the first do. See a paltry self satisfaction. Accept it. Acknowledge Jesus. God. My own being. The being of others. With thanks IJN
Dreams, prayers, hopes
Works. Strike the first do. See a paltry self satisfaction. Accept it. Acknowledge Jesus. God. My own being. The being of others. With thanks IJN
Webinar was good despite friction of Ston presence. Kept me awake I think. Robin reminded me that the morning sitting Strikes the do of the day. Very important Word, help me do it properly and Consistently IJN
Copycat again from Liane earlier this morning, daily five Substack:
“ The quality of the exchange I undertake and engage with in regard to the outer world is in the end determined by the quality of my connection to this sensation of being….
Rooting myself here in the beginning in the cosmological force of my own being, I have a chance of resisting what comes in from outside and I will not become its slave.”
That war movie keeps repeating in my head, like a toxic meal, prompting depression and restlessness. Body feels poorly today too, want to do or feel nothing, even if I push and say thank you for the sunshine, little dog, and easing of some recurring symptoms. I have such an easy life that it seems hard as I spend time watching minutes and hours digitally flow on my iWatch. God help me! Do I really want to be helped? And when I don’t, isn’t that when I die? Waiting for Godot.