sandy's shift
Dreams, prayers, hopes
Wednesday, September 16, 2026
Tuesday, September 15, 2026
In toto
The morning five, That love may enter, Lee van Laer Substack today:
I search for exactly the right point in being
from here where I am
to come into relationship with stillness
without doing anything.
I allow the body to breathe in its own way
paying close attention to its authority.
And in this way, instead of doing anything, I begin to inhabit this body.
And the immediate impression
is that the whole body is composed not of flesh and bone,
but of energy and influences.
Forces that flow into being here energetically.
And that every cell and molecule here is alive with this energy,
already vibrating at a very fine rate of vibration.
It already contains so much presence and is so alive
that it exceeds my understanding and my authority.
And so I inhabit this energy of sensation here in the body
and it penetrates more and more deeply
until there is no distinction between the energy
and the molecular substance of the body.
This is the place where the energy begins to deposit itself.
Feeding the root of everything that creates life here.
Contributing to the foundation of the root of the soul.
And without me doing anything
the vibration aligns itself naturally in such a way
that a call goes out for assistance.
The whole being body of the second order
in more alignment.
All of the attention forms a living connection with the energy.
I begin to learn about the taste of this food for being,
and how essential it is
for the cosmological purposes of life.
And here is where the song of love begins.
In the place where I sing the body electric,
the song of souls,
the song of truth and being.
I began to understand
that this is a song that sings itself,
inviting me to attend quite precisely,
that love may enter
Monday, September 14, 2026
Water in a desert
Sunday, September 13, 2026
Harvest
“ And if your love really is so pure, so detached, and so bare in itself, that you love naught but goodness and God, then it is a certain truth that all the virtuous deeds performed by all men are yours, as perfectly as if you had performed them yourself, and even purer and better.” M. Eckhart Ser 12 fr Lee Substack Inner Christianity today
This strikes me as the flipside of E’s Attribution to Buddhism Friday that anything happening to any person in the world can happen to you. That seems more secular somehow, whereas the above seems more sacred and desirable.
Lee’s commentary is encouraging:
“ And there is nothing greater in this life than God’s grace, God’s love, and God’s goodness, which can indeed flow into your being.
We need but open our hearts for this truth to arrive in us. And oh, that is so strangely difficult. Yet it should not be.
For love and goodness are already here within all things throughout creation.
We just fail to notice them.
And it is because we do not have the sensation of God in our being.
But we can find it if we search.”
I admit that I thought I am no longer a seeker, I have already found. It seems I’m wrong. There are other steps to climb Help me, Jesus, to continue the search
Saturday, September 12, 2026
Lord, I’m afraid
Friday, September 11, 2026
Whither. Wither?
Just as my eye cannot speak and my tongue cannot recognize colors, so love cannot incline to anything but goodness and God. M. Eckhart set 22. On Lee Substac
Is there a time when I am not in the middle of confusion and doubt?
Thursday, September 10, 2026
Sleep all day
Lord wake me up. I can’t seem to rouse myself Thank you for a smoother day for S. Odd how I’ve been away from Anyone. How do you talk to my neighbors as I am thankful for them. And for another beautiful day. And for my sweet little dog. Help me to be fair to him. And to A And to museum.