More ignorance

 

OK. So you ignore me and I will ignore you

(Something wrong with blogger this morning. Or phone. Images not posting 
I take it back. It just self corrected.)

Now I’ve lost my whole reverie as I was finishing it!  I dislike the feeling of frustration and inauthenticity that comes with trying to reconstruct it. I also feel pressured to walk Red NOW!  So off I go, praying forgive me and walk with me, Jesus.

    And what a grand walk it was; see my other blog for a few dets.

   

      Earlier I remarked how far into the day I had gotten without saying hello, Jesus.  I may say to myself, like my boy I, I’m relaxing; or I’m taking my leisure with comic strips, Sudoku, Jumble, and family phone calls.  But that’s insincere.  I have said many times, “just a closer walk with Thee,” but I make very little effort daily to come close to God.  I may be waiting for Godot, to find out what that encounter really entails, but that’s insincere seems likely to be too late.  I pray for forgiveness and mercy.  IJN

God’s Creatures redux

 

Strolling in the pocket park

I like ‘em!

C said there was a discussion about them at city council, but  no idea what was said.  I hope government leaves well enough alone. 

Too much

12/14-16, one of my own drawings. 

Wish it could be better

but I wouldn’t throw it out

  After noon already, nothing accomplished. No aim. Just little tasks, like walk Red and do these blogs, which I foolishly consider my current art form.  Then I should take up these little tasks and do them wholeheartedly!

     I am grateful MF and DM will take up admin of the Sunday Webinar for Gwynne, and for her work all these years running it. 

    I spoke up for Jesus yesterday in one web, saying I had prayed that morning for him to be my essence, I couldn’t think of a better one, I had known him since I was a little child, that I may have left him many times, but he’s never left me. I went on to the topic of my disgruntlement with a favorite spiritual blogger who combines Christianity with Gurdjieff, so rare, with his political TDS and. antiwar diatribes, and that I had considered dropping him. But I realize that’s his personality talk versus essence talk and I don’t want to miss the latter. Thank you, Jesus

     The comments that prompted my own were quite funny to me, starting with, “There’s too much Jesus in Texas…”. LOL. Lord stay in Texas, but come visit ME, OH, and GA every day. IJN

      

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    I really do not want to read LvL’s anti-war Trump derangement syndrome publications. They negate and make me want to not read any of his publications, which seemed to have spiritual reality to me. I think people need to stop conflating their politics with their conscience.  Just because you think you have the moral high ground does not mean you do.  You have an opinion and so do I, and neither one of us knows if God has an opinion about the wars of earth and struggles between and within nations. I suspect the sufferings of Ors, like a single cell in a body, are too tiny for the Universe to notice.  So as they say, only history will tell. 

     And I pray, Lord, thank you for each breath, and grant us all a healthy day. Be in my awareness every moment. IJN

Good advice

Rock Row, yesterday

Check out the cut pattern 

in the rock face below

I like this one from D’s friend.

Sent: April 11, 2026 at 7:00 AM EDT Subject: Saturday, April 11, 2026 -- WRONG-DOINGS

     Words from the stars . . It is very important at this time to align our actions with our highest morals and ideals, and to avoid taking shortcuts. And enjoy your day and night.

 

     And the word for today is . . . WRONG-DOINGS. Universe asks that you not get hooked on the high of discord and trauma. Take that chip from your shoulder and realize that we all get our feelings hurt in this life. Fire yourself from the karma police; resign as the general manager of Universe. You are no longer responsible for sorting out the world's wrong-doings. Go from victim to victor. Let people be responsible for their actions and allow life itself to be responsible for the consequences. And rock on in this crazy world. Love and peace, Kate of the Universe

Close up—kind of

Surprises

Vila Olympic, Barcelona, 4/23/24, 

B James pic

    The stuff that stands between me and feeling my life!  Wake me up, Lord.  

     Today JP msgd me about an 04 lm red Matrix for 6.5K cash listed on Craig’s list. We went to the bank then to see it and my spirits were soaring at the coincidence and possibly of restored balance. However, h told the man “We’ll pass. It’s crusty”. I am so happy to have him to rely on. I would have been stuck with a car that couldn’t pass inspection in a couple of years; rust is the hardest thing to try to fix in ME climate damage. 

     This pm handsome Darius came to install the spectrum land line and stayed to install my nighthawk router which was just as challenging as I thought it would be. He was a very patient and interesting father of five with Philly & SC acres connections. 

     Point is, I never know what or who they were wearing, and it was certainly interesting today, including struggles with machinery that people helped me with. Thank you, Lord for helpers  And bless them

Complaining about pain

     

Best boy. Eases the complaints.

     Conversation with L about all the hurting units in our family right now.  Sensing for me is quite painful for sure. I feel like we’re on short time all of us.

       Happy with us all as we Approach the end of our lives And stay in our active memory for you and you for us. IJN