Now what?

 

Waiting room

Now I lay me down to sleep. 

I pray the Lord my soul to keep.

If I should die before I wake,

I pray the Lord my soul to take. 

Thank you Jesus

 

New maple leaves at T’s house

I like this photo

For all the many blessings you bestow on us. 

Lord help me live   I am afraid of my heart symptoms 

“O Death.  O Death. Won’t you hold me over for another year.”

Very high BP  red face tonight. Pulse not so high. Took extra 30 mg propranolol. 11 pm

Still I’m making plans for tomorrow. 

Lord bless all my dear ones, IJN. 

Gluten Morgen

 

4-17-26. Dog Park Trail

     Works. Strike the first do. See a paltry self satisfaction.  Accept it. Acknowledge Jesus. God. My own being. The being of others. With thanks  IJN

Empty nest

  

In the rhody bush

 Webinar was good despite friction of Ston presence. Kept me awake I think. Robin reminded me that the morning sitting Strikes the do of the day. Very important  Word, help me do it properly and Consistently  IJN

I find it sad

 

Broken yolk 

In bloom

Neighbors pear tree in Bloom

I’ve never seen pears on it

 Copycat again from Liane earlier this morning, daily five Substack:

“ The quality of the exchange I undertake and engage with in regard to the outer world is in the end determined by the quality of my connection to this sensation of being….

Rooting myself here in the beginning
 in the cosmological force of my own being, 
I have a chance of resisting what comes in from outside 
and I will not become its slave.”

Quiet, can’t say Peaceful

 

Somebody ‘hood: Nason’ Corner 5/7

   Lord move us quickly through this period with of war with a finale of lasting peace. Is it too much to hope and pray for?

   I don’t feel like I will live much longer. My afib and muscle weakness are disturbing.  Is death peace?